Thursday, June 25, 2009

Strange feeling.

I'm still in bed at 10:16am and am confronted with a strange feeling. Actually it's two feelings coupled together which make a new feeling.

Feeling one: Guilt, laziness, guilt, sluggishness, guilt, I should be up, guilt, the bathroom needs cleaning, guilt, there are people up and about outside this room, guilt, I'm stinky and need a shower, guilt, I am gross and lazy.

Feeling two: Self righteousness! You see, my long sleep-in only really began at 7:15am, AFTER I got back from the gym! I got up, I worked out, had a healthy breakfast and went back to bed. I'm allowed to do that- it's school holidays.

Argh! I think the guilt is winning, but the self righteousness is adding a nice little opposing voice.

This crippling guilt will probably cause me to stay in bed a little longer. It's a hungry feeling.