Wednesday, May 02, 2007

Mundingburra

Tonight there is a full moon. I have been going for a swim each night this week to cool down before bed. I want to be able to use my new doona as much as possible, but it's still 35 Degrees each day. Getting cooler at nights though- ever so gradually.
For some reason, tonight I thought of that R.E.M song 'Nightswimming'. I was transported back to my 14 year old self, sitting on the floor of our house in North Queensland, listening to my brother's REM cd. I thought Nightswimming was the most profound and beautiful song ever.
I don't know why I didn't think of the song for so long. Like so many obsession songs it slipped away once I was finished with it.
As I was swimming and watching the moon through the palm tree silhouettes, I couldn't help but wonder how I could ever feel melancholic when I am living in a life which is so beautiful.

Nightswimming, remembering that night
September's coming soon
I'm pining for the moon
And what if there were two
Side by side in orbit
Around the fairest sun?
That bright, tight forever drum
Could not describe nightswimming...

Love from Lucy.

2 comments:

Joe said...

I had a similar feeling the other day. Things have been going really great lately, yet I was overcome with a disquieting feeling of sadness, with quiet pangs of depression.

I don't know why. It happens sometimes I guess.

Maybe I've just been too happy lately, so this is my brain's way of stemming the flow of endorphins.

Or maybe there are some deeper, subconscious problems that I've got tucked away.

Maybe the time's coming when I've got to air out the ol' vault and right myself again.

lucyrogue said...

Maybe we need to be together.